I wish to be simple happy... But it is almost the reverse of it.
I can not do anything but control by other.
I am strengthless.
Wondering... Who can give me a hand and pull me out from the well?
Who can let me turn back to the old me - who love to smile, feel appreciate & happy with every single little thing?
I am lost, again.
And I think this time, I totally don't know where should go, what should do.
My mind telling me to run and hide but the real world not allow me to act in this way.
I have a target place to go.
Looking at the screen of ticketing, one way ticket.
The real world pause everything.
I will fulfill my dream of runaway and hide, once everything here settle.
Looking forward to the colorful me, in sometimes future.
